NEW DAWN.

I realize I was slightly dramatic with  my last posting. 

But, it does not change anything that I feel. 

And I do not take anything back that I have said, 

because all of it is true. 

Which is more than I can say for other people's words. 

I entitle this post 'New Dawn', because this week so far has been so very dramatic and unnecessary. It has wore me out..I'm not used to all of this drama, considering I'm not in high school any more, and I'm an adult. But, I have now realized that all of this has happened for a reason...a blessing in disguise, if you will. Over the years I have lessened my expectations for people..I have my reasons why, but they are not to be shared here. But, you see, as many of you know I have had a falling out with a few people around me, and it always makes me think 'is it me? why do these things always happen to me? do I just attract crazy?", and the answer I have come to is..yes! I do. My whole family does. But it shouldn't stop us from enjoying our days one at a time. Life is too short to care about what so called 'friends' think. The only thoughts we should be worried about is your own, your family's, and your true friends. Ladies and gents, through all of this drama, my true friends have shown through like shining diamonds. (that was a cheesy analogy, but eh) I appreciate these people in so many ways, they don't even know. My mom, dad, brother, 

Amy Nicholls, Shalei Miller, Kenzie Welker, Derek Baker, the Hornback family, and the Peine family. 

I consider these people my best of the best friends. 

Yesterday I had a pretty rough day, ain't gonna lie, and they all were concerned about what was going on. It really spoke volumes. I have found a home with these people. 

(well, my family obviously...but these friends accept me for who I am already. And don't pretend to like me to save face.) 

I love all of them with my whole heart. 

"Those who care, don't matter. And those who matter, don't care."